OK....almost a yr and this is only the 3rd post.. itz a bit pathetic but hu cares.... loads of fuck shit are happening in my life rite now... 1st of all... my unit is uber fucked up...other than the donkey-loads of smoke breaks we get, everything else is way way way far from even acceptable. ok...i gotta admit the commanders are pretty nice peeps.. but itz lyk 80% of the company are mudda fucking CHAMPS~! tell mi how bad can it get..fuckin low lvl of discipline,getting the whole company into all sorts of trouble.. ARGH... i miss whiskey3...even though it was tough..but it was fun..
kk.. enuff bout ns, life's juz a big time whore rite now.. nutin seems to be goin right now..they say distance makes the heart fonder..which juz did not really work out for mi. she has olr been in china for lyk 4 mths? and we r still the same.. juz quarreling and quarreling, and times when we r not,they dun even feel couple-like..the feeling is almost so fren-like now.. all the 'loves' and kisses have become nuting more than a formality, a standard answer/reply alr... i really cannot imagine hows life's gonna be like when she comes back..i'm not even anticipating..in fact i m kinda dreading, relationship can really be a pain-in-the-ass. I'm really sick and tired and tryin to maintain a r/s which sees no future...but i dunnoe how to end it as well..we shuld not even have started...
Being single is really a blessing in disguise, all tat you need is a bunch of good frens,tats enuff. Really...i really dun wish to get into any serious r/s for some time...everytime i tot i found the right one..tings turn out otherwise.. KNNBCCB..CHEING XIM AR..
